Dear Sabiha

Dear Sabiha,
I am writing this at the evening of 29.11.2019, which tomorrow - 30.11.2019, you will be solemnized to the gentleman of your dream :)

Babe, we last met on March 2019, which is like... 8 months ago? It was really amazing back then that I have to accept the fact that we have befriended each for half of our current age. For the past 13 year, for God's sake! Masha ALLAH.

Amidst all the feelings, I am so grateful to have our path crossed and for me to get the opportunity to know someone like you, who I look up for the bravery that you hold tight throughout your journey.

I believe every friend is special in their own way. Likewise, you too, are special for me in your own way. We did not really close to each other most of the times, literally. Like, I do not even know what is your favorite food, favorite color, even the man* (men? haha) you are* (and were) dating HAHAHA. And I believe you too, do not really know mine. Why? Because it's not that we spend time together frequently, neither do we chat over the phone regularly. No. But we just know that, hey, I am here, you are there, we got each other's back, in case you are in need. Well dear, I guess this is when they say, a friend in need is a friend indeed. And indeed, you are that kind of friend :)

Babe, now that you are getting married, in less that 24 hours, I feel so excited, yet at the very same moment, I feel sad to let you go into that new phase of your life. It is not that I am not happy for you, which I really do, but you know, to let you go to some kind of guy who I do not know is somehow bothering me. BUT I do also know that your dear family members, especially your abangs have done their best in screening and filtering the gentleman hence I believe he is indeed the chosen one who is the best suited to you. And because of that, I feel that I should not have anything to worry anymore insha ALLAH.

Dia aku tak risau dah, engkau ni aku masih risau.

Dah pandai masak ke? Gelak masih rival dengan pontianak ke? Jalan dah helok tak kasar ke? Cakap dah lemah lembut berbudi bahasa ke? Berapa hari dah pantang daripada mencarut? Solat dah cukup? Aha, solat di awal waktu on top of that! And, simpanan dah berkepuk belum? Nak maintain diri sendiri lepas kahwin ni jugak tau, sebab kau tuuu high maintenance! HAHA

Babe, I know that you do understand all my questions above are out of my concern. Not even one of the questions is to degrade you, whatmore you are someone so dear to me. But I really hope that within the jokes, you can also find the serious note that I am trying to deliver. It is a whole new world which I know you can survive, but of course with a lot of patient and love, that I pray you have the supply of both sufficiently for your whole life.

My dear Sabiha,
Congratulations for taking this big step. To let someone else to take care of you, no matter how independent you are. To let someone else to love you, no matter how you are loved and how u love yourself. To let someone else to look after you, no matter how good you are taking care of yourself. Just so you know, insha ALLAH your ma and abangs, kakngoh and every family members will be so happy and in deep relief that now they have someone they can legally rely on to be responsible over you.

And your arwah Abah too, he must be happy too to see you in your wedding dress.

I cant wait to see you tomorrow! To give u a big hug and to say how much I am grateful that you finally want to share your life with someone. Err actually for you to find someone you can share your life with. Alhamdulillah.

Lepas ni, lepas kahwin ni, jaga maruah diri dan suami. Pakai tudung helok2 jangan nampak anak rambut, jangan nampak leher mwahahahaha no matter what material it is - pleated shawl ke crumbled shawl ke hiks. Gelak tu cover, jangan mengilai memanjanggg. Masa drive jangan mencarut, banyakkan sabarrrr. Nak pergi jalan jauh ke kerja ke, minta izin suami awal2. Jangan nakal-nakal dah dengan guy friend lain, nakal dengan laki kau jeeee.

Ok?

HAHA

Omg my bestfriend is getting married!

Aku tak tahu bila kau akan sedar this post is written specially dedicated for you, but by the time you read this, please do know that my feeling is always the same, in fact I will always love you and support you no matter what. Selagi kau masih di landasan yang benar la. HAHA

All the best, babe! Moga majlis esok berjalan lancar, moga kau ditenangkan jiwa raga, moga dipermudahkan semua dannnn ultimately, moga dipermudahkan urusan korang utk bercinta hingga ke syurgaaaaa hehe :)

Iloveyou okay.

Nah gambar sekeping to commemmorate 13 years of friendship. Hiks

And yes, even after 13 years, aku masih lagi sememeh when you are so well dressed. Sobs haha

Selamat pengantin baru, Sabiha.
Kahwin bukan macam sekolah tau, boleh ponteng-ponteng.

TAU!

Haha kbyeee :)

Regards,
Your friend of 13 years,
Maryam Jamilah.

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Yam Turns 24 ; HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARYAM JAMILAH!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

Dah makin tua ni, dah makin sedar yang there's nothing special pun with a birthday. Plus, sebenar-benarnya, insan yang wajar diraikan adalah ayahbonda yang sudi memikul amanah mewujudkan kita ke dunia. Bonda yang sabar dan gagah perkasanya melahirkan kita, ayahanda yang gigih dan tekunnya membanting tulang untuk mencukupkan keperluan dan kehendak kita. Kan?

Tapi kalau dah ada yang secara sukarelanya sudi meraikan, maka apa salahnya kita menerima dengan hati yang terbuka, kan? Hiks

Alkisah,

Budak Farah Nini ni kawan baik Yam sejak sekolah rendah. Even masa tadika kot. Haha lupaaa but our friendship shall be at least 17years kot. Few days before 11th August, dia ada cakap to make myself free on Friday, after Zuhur. And she asked me to wear something in emerald green. Kemudian lepastu dia announce dekat grup sekolah, sesiapa free lepas Jumaat sila bgtau, dia nak edar invitation.

I was like, wow budak ni dah nak bertunang ke? Masa tu tak terfikir pun lagi yang Jumaat tu 11 Ogos. I was like, okay insha ALLAH.

Dan hari Jumaat pun tiba. Receiving wishes from family members and friends reminded me that, oh it is my birthday. And this evening my primary school bestfriend is getting engaged. And of course I am excited for that.

Then I contacted another friend, Liyana Aini who promised to fetch me at 2.30pm. She came, and when we got into the car, there sitting in the driver seat was this Farah Nini who was supposed to 'get engaged'. I knew something was off, but then they told me they are getting make-up done at Kota Bharu, and the engagement ceremony is going to be at night. We then went to fetch another friend, Aimie Syairah. Haaa engkau, kelas kan nama classmate jaman sekolah rendah akak, semua nama macam heroin novel haaaa hiks.

Then we arrived Kota Bharu, nearby Tesco. Liyana Aini and I suddenly got our eyes covered with black shawl, lepastu we were brought to another place. Only that moment I realize, oh this is actually the thing. Farah and Aimie intended to bring both Liyana and I into the cafe with the black shawl covering our eyes, but they cancelled that because they were so many people in the cafe, thus it will be embarassing for us to do so.

So we were brought into this one cafe, Tiny Elephant which is located nearby Sungai Kelantan. Area Restoran Wau tuu. Already sitting in there was our another friend, Fazli. There were also balloons and our pictures on the wall, and the waiter gave each of us a cake, and together with some of the other customers, my friends sang us the Happy Birthday song. Malu wehhh. Like almost all people in the kedai nyanyi sekali. Thanks anyway, dear people. Hahaha :D

We really had a nice catching up session, besides the surprise birthday celebration. We talked about quite some different topics and I can say that it was awesome. Oh by the way, this Tiny Elephant Cafe looks no much different with the Soft Serve & Coffee yang dekat Damansara tuu (according to Fazli). So it may have some relation @ connection with that cafe. The food was okay, and maybe a bit pricey. tapi biasalah, kafe hipster cenggitu kan memang gitu style nya.

We then made our move to nearby Masjid Muhammadi to perform Asar prayer. Fazli had to excuse himself to fetch his sister at the aiport. After the prayer, we the girls went to Pantai Cahaya Bulan (PCB) for further photography session haha.

And the chitchats in the car continued. Girls will always be girls, kan? Haha

So almost 7pm, we headed back to Pasir Mas, and Farah Nini safely took everyone home. Hiks.

Girls and that one guy (haha),
Thanks so much wehhh. Dah lama takde suprise manis maceni, last time was 2 years ago. Also by Farah Nini, Aimie and some other close friends. Nanti next time kita buat santai2, rileks2 la pulak ye. Sementara masih marhaen ni. Esok-esok (tahun-tahun mendatang) bila dah kaya raya, kita celebrate dekat Honolulu ke Jeju Island ke, okayy. Until then, stay healthy and pretty (handsome, young man :D). Okayy. Hiks

So dear self (and Liyana Aini - 8th August), HAPPY TURNING 24! Semoga menjadi hamba dan makhluk lebih baik pada masa mendatang yaaa. Dan semoga tidak mensia2kan waktu yang ada untuk mengumpul bekal menuju ke negeri abadi.

Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan, and may ALLAH bless.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MARYAM JAMILAH! :)



Wallahu'alam, wassalam.



Regards,
24 years old Maryam Jamilah :D 

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Sabiha's G-Day ;)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

It was a huge pleasure of mine to see you smiling in that lovely robe, and all the family members who came happily to celebrate this big day of yours.

Congratulations, baby. You did it. Kau masuk IPT lagi lambat daripada aku, yet kau dulu yang sarung jubah grad niii untunglahhh hehe. But yeah, remember what did I say about rezeki? ALLAH dah tetapkan rezeki memasing. And this is your rezeki, so what shall I do other than tumpang gembira dengan rezeki kau? :)

All the best for you future dear Sabiha. Semoga dimurahkan rezeki sentiasa, be it dalam bisnes ke studi ke jodoh ke eh ops hehe. Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan, sihat tubuh badan dan bahagia sentiasa.

And I would love to say, if your Abah is here, he would also smile proudly for you. Because he knows that it wasn't easy for you kan.

I'm glad Bie. Aku bangga. Aku gembira. Aku bersyukur. You deserve this. And please, keep the effort so that the happiness and success would be doubled in the future. Jangan lupa doakan aku sekali :')

And I know, we got to know many people day by day. Kau makin kenal ramai orang, so do I. Yet I hope it won't be the reason for us to be separated, though we are separated literally. Let's keep this friendship till the end, hopefully till jannah ehhem, despite of not always being close and near to each other. Just so you know, we are always close by heart, though not by distance. Gitcheww eheh :)

Love you. May ALLAH bless.

Regards,
@yamjamilah.
Schoolmate yang sesama fly dari sekolah dedolu kehkeh :D

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Minggu busy sedunia.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

*letup bunga api*

So, pada 11 Ogos yang lalu Maryam dah jadi 21 tahun ye? Tahniah, tahniah. Semoga peningkatan usia seiring dengan peningkatan amal dan iman. Aamiin. *muka suci hati murni* :D

These few weeks was totally hectic. Tetiap hari, as in, lepas cuti raya tu, kitorang semua kena attend praktis perbicaraan olok-olok, yang mana akan (telah pun) berlangsung pada 18 Ogos 2014.

On the very day of my birthday, Cik Denin Kaif yang mulanya tak tahu that it was my birthday that day, dengan muka bersalah mencerminkan hati yang gundah, menghampiri Yam Jamilah, saying sorry for not knowing, dan siap offer nak belanja lagi, sempena birthday katanya. Memula Yam Jamila menolak jugak. Maluu. Segann. Tapi bila Cik Denin Kaif nampak bersungguh-sungguh dan bukanlah offer-offer ayam cuma, makaaa dengan hati yang girang dan suara yang riang, TERpacul dari mulut ni, Kenny Rogers? Dan Cik Denin Kaif pun setuju aje, melayan nafsu serakah Yam Jamilah. Kakakaka kesian Cik Denin.

Maka petang tu, lepas tamat latihan, dan sekali lagi Cik Denin Kaif mengajak, maka Cik DAT pun Yam Jamilah halakan sterengnya menuju ke KL Fest. Ingatkan nak ke Jusco aje, tapi Waniey tetiba cadangkan KL Fest. Bagus jugak. Dulu pun pernah pegi KL Fest sekali je, tu pun sebab ada orang belanja Kenny jugak. Mihmihmih :D

Kitorang sempat laa pusing-pusing KL Fest tu dulu kejap, sementara mengisi masa lapang nak menunggu rapat ke waktu berbuka. Maklumlah, Waniey masih berpuasa enam di bulan Syawal yang mulia ini :)

Bagus Cik Denin Kaif, tetap tersenyum walau sudah dikikis Yam Jamilah. Wakakakaka ampunkanlah birthday gal ini yaa. Nanti birthday kau, INSHA ALLAH aku usahakan kek Secret Recipe sebijik kat engko. Aku cuba. CUBA. Haha.

Terima kasih ye budak-budak, temankan aku. Layan je kehendak aku. Layan je bebelan aku. Layan je style memandu aku yang 'berhemah'. You girls rock! :))

Hu ha hu ha, dup dap dup dap, maka berlangunglah perbicaraan olok-olok yang kami nantikan dengan hati yang walang tu. Tak tahu nak rasa apa dah. Yang pasti, cuak. Kalau berlakon dalam video, boleh re-shoot, andai kata ada NG. Tapi ni live depan Madam beb, celah mana nak re-shoot nya kalau tetiba tergelak depan tu? Tergelak takpe, boleh pura-pura sawan, tak pun guna dalihan unsoundness of mind. Tapi kalau tergolek? Tergelek? Haa tu macam mana? Okay Yam Jamilah, you are talking rubbish. Move on.

Okey.

Ha, okey. That day, I mean, the Perbicaraan Olok-olok went really well and awesome. It was damn good and unexpectedly, it went really fast, that even we ourselves didn't realize that we had come to the end of it. Biasa praktis makan masa berjam-jam chuols. NG sikit, tegur. Kalau gelak, gelak sakan. Mana tak makan 4-5 jam untuk satu session. Ni, depan Madam ni, bila semua orang fokus dan serious, and did their part with all their best, maka, it took only 2 hours for us to finish the session. ALHAMDULILLAH.

Even ada small silly mistakes here and there, tapi komen Madam sangat memberangsangkan. Madam ada tegur few things, but she mentioned it clearly that such things will not affect our mark. So, that's it. ALHAMDULILLAH, 13.5/15 :) *letup bunga api*

Okeylah tu. Okey sangat dah tu. Yam Jamilah sebenarnya dah cuak. Karang Madam kasi 10 je ke, cemana? Sebab Madam nampak macam particular sikit, so Yam Jamilah gerun kalau Madam agak sukar nak bagi markah. Tapi banyak tu pun dah okey, syukur Alhamdulillah.

So, lepas perbicaraan olok-olok tu, apa lagi chuols, it's photo time! :D

Kakakakaka jadi polis mahkamah je pungg. Hep hepp. Iols dah work on script too hard, jadi tak payah la nak gigih sangat nak pegang watak-watak utama masa POO. Okey lettew polis. Takde skrip pun, melainkan, "Mahkamah BANGUNNN!" Haa tu aje. Senang kan. Hikhok.

Alhamdulillah tamat sudah bendalah ni. So bak kata Piquan, IT'S A WRAP PEOPLE! :) Habis POO ni, nak kena tunggu final exam je lah, sebelum habis short sem ini.

Esoknya, as promised, I went to a date with a married person. Haaaaaaa kontroversinyaaa statement. Kakakaka men-ca-pub (cari publisiti) Yam Jamilah ni rupanya.

Back to the story, Yam Jamilah sebenarnya spent an awesome afternoon dengan Cikya, the married person. It has been almost a year since she got married, bermakna hampir setahun jugaklah tak jumpa. Maklumlah, orang kahwin ni busy dia lain macam sikit. Eheh

Berpinau mata nak cari Sweetree Halal Korean Food yang Cikya aturkan sebagai tempat date kami. Dup dap dup dap jugak, karang sesat jalan. Waze pun tak membantu. Lastly, kena waze manual. Tanya orang! Nasib baik tak jauh, area situ jugak. Waze ni, nak kena ni. Boleh dia kata, you have arrived at your destination, di saat Cik DAT berada di depan kedai Speedmart? Hello iols cari restaurant tau. Korean restaurant!

So, jumpa Nadia tu, macam biasalah, talk session between girls. Korek itu, risik ini. Catch up few things that we missed for the past 10 months, gila tak banyak benda nak cakap? Hu ha hu ha, tengok-tengok jam dah nak dekat 3 jam bertapa kat kedai tu.

Haaa meh nak review sikit pasal kedai ni. Mungkin sebab signboard dia kecik, Yam Jamilah tak perasankan kewujudan dia awal-awal, walhal dah lalu dah. Senang cerita, it was located next to Secret Recipe, berdekatan dengan Dagang Avenue. Akak Speedmart tu bagi direction, dekat dengan kedai dua ringgit jugak Restoran Kari King.

Dekorasi dalaman dia, toksah cerita lah. Memang cantik chuols. Kitorang pergi masa dah nak lepas lunch hour, so orang pun tak ramai. Jadi, kitorang dapat bersembang dan berborak dengan seronok. Privasi la sikit bila orang tak ramai ni. Tapi Yam Jamilah rasa kalau malam, mungkin ramai kot. Ha bagi kekorang yang nak datang malam dan pada masa yang sama nakkan privasi, boleh tempah bilik. Tak silap, dia ada sediakan few small rooms untuk korang makan, atau boleh jugak kalau nak buat small party, or discussing something, sebab bilik kecil tu boleh memuatkan sekitar 6 orang kot.

Makanan? Daripada pembacaan Yam Jamilah tentang restoran ni di blog-blog, harga memang mahal sikit bila korang tengok kat menu tu, tapi ketahuilah wahai manusia, harga sedemikian sangat berbaloi-baloi sebab portionnya memang banyak. Jadi, sebagai pengguna bijak, kami order satu dish je yang main course, saja nak rasa Korean food macam mana rasanya. Nak order bebenda lain, tak berani. Satu sebab takut tak sedap atau tak kena dengan selera tekak. Dua sebab takut tak habis. Tiga sebab takut membazir. Haaaa lebih kurang sama je sebab-sebab tu semua aku tengok. Berkaitan aje semuanyaa. Mwahahaha :D

Jadi, Yam Jamilah ikutkan saja bila Nadia pesan jjam bong. Yam Jamilah order kimbap dengan BBQ sauce, serta campuran ayam, udang dan sotong goreng. Air pulak, Yam Jamilah order ice blended green latte. Nadia pulak, pebenda latte entah. Lupaa. Tapi jenis coklat atau kopi la.

Waiter dia ada local dan foreigner. Yam syak yang foreigner to from Bangladesh, kot. Tapi Nadia kata, Bangla ni Bangla high class, sebab reti speaking English. Ehh haruslah. Siap kena jadi requirement lagi kot for you to speak fluently in English, sebab pelanggan restoran ramainya terdiri daripada orang yang banyak menggunakan Bahasa Inggeris. Satu lagi Yam Jamilah perhatikan masa sesat nak cari Sweetree tadi, kat area ni memang banyak restoran makanan Korea. Jadi, persaingan itu memang ada. Maka untuk kau nak untung lebih, kau kenalah upgrade the standard kan. Katanya la.

Okey, okey. Berbalik ke Sweetree tadi. Sementara menunggu pesanan kitorang sampai, dia kasi bubur dalam mangkuk kecil sorang satu, beserta empat side dishes, yakni kimchi, cheese sausage, bunga kobis yang ala-ala kimchi, dan (maybe) fried kacang panjang. I tried kimchi, the infamous dish in Korea tu, tapi erk. Kurang kena dengan selera tekak. I can bear the bunga kobis punya rasa, tapi tidak kubis yang dijeruk itu. Kacang panjang memang Yam Jamilah tak makan. Maka, hanya sosej je yang mampu habiskan. Satu lagi, bubur dia memang tawar, sebab memang to be eaten together with the side dished lah.

Hidangan pertama yang sampai ialah benda-benda bergoreng tu. Alah, instant kan. Pantas je lah. Okeylah, macam biasa. Benda-benda cenggini kan memang sedap. Lepas tu followed by air kitorang. Yam Jamilah tak tahu air Nadia cemana, tapi air Yam Jamilah memang sedap. Sajalah nak cuba, sebab from one blog ni, dia kata green latte ni sedap. So it was really sedap! Sukaaaa :)

Kemudiannya, the main course finally made its appearance! Jjam bong Nadia dah sampai. Haaahhhh ambikkk kau, satu mangkuk besar. Rasa dia lebih kurang tomyam kita la kut, tapi mi dia self-made mee, dan kurang pedas sikit. Ada udang dan sotong, serta sayur kubis (lagi) dan karot merah. Diorang siap bagi dua mangkuk kecil beserta sudu, macam tau-tau je kitorang memang nak share.

Lepas tu kimbap pulak sampai. So as far as I remember, that was the first time I swallow kimbap. Rasa dia memula okey. Okey, okey, then. Erk rasa macam, telan je lah semua bagi cepat habis. HAHA. Kurang kena dengan selera tekak kami, so kitorang makan satu je, then minta bungkuskan. Nadia kata boleh bagi kat kekawan dia kat kampus yang suka kimbap.

Yam Jamilah agak tertarik dengan set sudu dan chopstick dia, sebab dibalut dalam kertas, seolah-olah baru. So Yam Jamilah terfikir, kalau set baru, boleh bawa balik la kan? Nanti-nanti dia buang jugak. Daripada membazir, baik aku bawa balik.

Tapi bila tanya waiter dia, dia kata no, tak boleh bawa balik. Mungkin tu bukan set baru. Diorang cuma letakkan balutan kertas so that ia 'nampak' baru. Mungkin. Nadia dah mintak bil. Then the waiter came, tanya kitorang adakah ni kali pertama kitorang datang? Yea, so? Dia kata, nak tunjukkan sesuatu. Yam Jamilah dah agak, dia nak tunjuk cara buat candy guna brown sugar kat kitorang. So I told him that it was my birthday few days ago, sebab Yam tahu diorang ada hadiah spesel untuk birthday girl. Ihiks. Dia kemudian mintak nama Yam. M.A.R.Y.A.M :)

Tak lama kemudian, dia datang, demonstrate kat kitorang cara buat candy tu. Guna brown sugar yang dipanaskan sehingga cair, campur soda sikit, then dia ratakan atas pinggan macam doh, kemudian dia lekapkan huruf-huruf yang membentuk nama MARYAM tu. Pastu siap hias lagi. Auwwww.

Kemudian, bila kitorang bayar, dia jemput naik ke tingkat atas. Tingkat dua, ada hanbok and some Korean's stuffs. Tingkat tiga, center pebenda entah. Kitorang pun naiklah. Sempatlah merasa pakai hanbok dan perasan diri ni agassi di Korea nun. Hiks

Dekorasi kat atas pun lawaa. Lebih santai, berbanding di bawah yang lebih tertutup ruangnya. Cermin lutsinar membawakan kepada anda pemandangan di luar sana, serta lelagu Korea yang tak henti-henti berkumandang memberikan feel Korea yang bukan sedikit. Ada lah iras kafe-kafe kat Korea sana nu. Kalau korang perasan, dalam drama Korea, bila scene kat kafe, mesti ada lagu yang kafe tu pasang, kan? Usuallynya lagu omputih. Tapi ni nak mewujudkan aura Korea, haruslah pasang lagu Korea, ye idok? :)

Ada tag few members of Running Man, pastu ada tempat untuk korang letakkan padlock, ala-ala Namsan Tower tu, pastu ada jugak a bench with a huge teddy bear, dan ada keychain Korea, kekalau korang nak belikan souvenir utk rerakan yang tak dapat join gathering korang dengan rerakan lain kat sini.

Lepas bergalok-galok fefeeling Korea, maka kitorang pun beransur pulang. Nadia ada kelas pukul 3, and kitorang nak kena Zuhur bagai dulu. Gerak balik tu pun dah sikit lagi nak pukul 3. Cemerlang Nadia, pegi kelas lambat. Ha ha

So, bye bye lah sayang. Ehh tak boleh panggil sayang dah, ada orang lain yang lebih berhak. HAHA

Till we meet again, insha ALLAH. Jaga diri. Grow up! You are now a lady! Nasihat Yam yang sudah berusia 21 tahun kepada Nadia yang masih 20 tahun. Bulan 12 baru mencecah 21. Tapi dah kahwin dulu daripada Yam. Langkah bendul betul. Hikhok

Golek-golek, few days passed. And finally, I seated for my one and only paper for this short semester, on Friday. 9am - 11am. Lepas tu, terus blah ke Bangi, tinggalkan Cik DAT di rumah Kak Tie. Malam tu, naik bas di Kajang, esok paginya, which is pagi tadi, I'm home people! :) *lelompat bintang*

I couldn't ask more from Him. Lepas settle POO tuari, mak dan ayah ada di KL, transit kejap dari Brunei, sebelum balik ke Kelantan. Mak siap advertise dia buat pulut kuning, gulai ayam, lala masak pedas bla bla bla, which Yam Jamilah dah tak dengar apa benda, sebab Yam Jamilah yang masa tu tengah gegolek nak berehat atas katil, dah melompat turun semata-mata nak bersiap nak balik Bangi. Nak pulut kuninggg! :D So esoknya masa Kak Ti hantar mak dan ayah gi KLIA 2, Yam Jamilah turut sama memecut Cik DAT menuju ke Sweetree untuk memenuhi temujanji dengan Nadia.

So it was really a blissful bless for me. A treat from a roommate at a good restaurant with favourite food, a succesful mock trial, a nice gathering with parents (you know, bila kau berpeluang jumpa mak ayah sebelum exam, the feeling is soooooo heaven!), a dating with Nadia Amilin whom I have not met for almost a year, and finally a final paper which I can say, answerable, maka itu semua sudah lebih daripada cukup. ALHAMDULILLAH. Terima kasih, ALLAH. Despite of aku ni banyak dosa dengan Dia, Dia masih sudi hadiahkan berbagai nikmat pada hamba yang hina ini. ALLAHU RABBUNA :')

Haaaaaa gitu kau banyaknya agenda Yam minggu ni. Maka tak syak lagi, memanglah minggu ni (dan beberapa minggu lalu) merupakan minggu yang sibuk bagi Yam Jamilah. It was really hard and tough, sampai Yam terfikir, do I even can go through all these? And now I'm here, looking back at those hard things, while smiling.

Betullah. ALLAH tak uji kau melebihi kemampuan kau. DIA uji, bila Dia tahu kau mampu. Kalau kau tak mampu pun, Dia akan anugerahkan kekuatan, supaya kau mampu.

Jadi, in any way, susah ke senang, just go back to Him. HE is always there for you. Kan ALLAH dah cakap, bila ditanya tentangNya, beritahulah, bahawa DIA selalu dekat :')

Jadi, ayuh menikmati cuti selama 2 minggu ini, sebelum kembali bergelar mahasiswa UIA Semester ke-2, tahun ke-2 :)

Dah, Yam nak gi makan (lagi). Duduk kat rumah ni ha, ibaratkan kau tinggalkan perkataan 'diet' tu kat UIA sana. Jangan berangan la nak diet. Macam pagi tadi, mak dah gorengkan mi. Ayah pula pi beli nasi berlauk. Haaa karang derhaka pulak kalau tak makan salah satu tu. Jadi, makan dedua. Senang cerita. Dan menggemuklah Yam Jamilah -.-' Takpa, nanti balik UIA sana, kita heret Cik Denin Kaif jogging ye.

Dah dah. Nak gi makan ni. Annyeong!

Err, assalamualaikum :D

Wallahu'alam.

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On time.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

ALLAH bagi benda, tepat pada waktu kita perlu. DIA beri apa yang kita perlu, bukan apa yang kita mahu, tahu? :D

Contoh :

Aku kenal Bella since sekolah menengah, tapi kitorang sangat tak rapat. Aku kenal dia, mungkin hanya pada nama. Same goes to her. For us to be in a conversation session together was almost impossible. It was uniform barrier. I used to be a prefect, so I wore green uniform. She was a normal student, and used to be an assistant class monitor, so she wore white, the yellow.

But y'know, being a prefect, biasanya kau takkan disukai semua orang. And I guess, Bella was among the persons who dislike me, as in those who wore green. Biasalah, zaman sekolah kan.

Stream and class barriers, also the reasons. Bella was from Account stream, while I was from Science stream. And, her class was, we can say, a block distance from my class. So, my surrounding was not included by her, so hers as well. Kami tidak berada dalam kitaran dan lingkungan sosial yang sama. Kami berbeza.

Tu dulu. Zaman sekolah menengah. Zaman 3 tahun dulu.

Now, we have different stories.

Kalau korang loyal reader belog ni, you must have heard about YYA. Yeah, basically it is a group name. Our group name. Kekonon lejen kan, ada nama group lagi. YYA stands for Yam Yam Association. Apsal nama aku? Sebab aku Presiden. Aku jugak Direktor, dan aku jugak Pengerusi. Gila kuasa? Well. Bebudak ni, (as in ahli YYA) sendiri pun cop aku cenggitu. I used to listen to that ;D

That Bella, yang selama ni tak pernah cakap pun dengan aku, but we knew each other hanya pada nama, has become one of YYA's member. Automatically, she is one of my close peeps here in CFS and UIA as well. We are very close, up to the level I can say that dia one of my BFFs kat sini.

Cer korang bayangkan, dedolu, kemain lagi tak pernah bertegur sapa, then masuk CFS, mula sekelas dan stadi gerup sesama. Last sem di CFS, timbullah YYA dengan outstandingnya. Lepas tu masuk Gombak, gigih pegi balik kelas sesama. Sampaikan kitaran kawan sekeliling kami pun tahu YYA tu apa dan siapa. Whoa. *tutup mulut*

That's the point. ALLAH bagi benda on time. ALLAH nak bagi aku kawan dengan Bella, tapi bukan 3 tahun lepas. Sebab kalau kami bercakap + berbual pada 3 tahun lepas, perhaps it will lead to fights and arguments,  sebab aku dan Bella rasanya tak sefikrah dulu. Heheh

Tapi sebab ALLAH ni Maha Bijaksana, DIA temukan aku dan Bella tepat pada masanya aku memerlukan kawan macam dia. And now, sometimes aku tak percaya that I can sit together with her, gegurau dengan dia, dia pun, asal aku bukak mulut buat lawak aje, kerjanya nak sepak aku aje, and bulih meniarap sesama tengok Running Man, bulih lepaking sesama, bulih keluar ber'derak' sesama. Fun, yes.

And kitorang, aku tak pernah sangka aku akan jadi serapat ni dengan dia. Dan dia pun, tak pernah fikir dia akan serapat ni dengan aku, to the level that gambar kitorang sesama dia jadikan tweetcon dia. And sebab tweetcon tu, rerakan dia yang dulunya sama sekolah, duk tanya camna kitorang boleh jadi akrab cenggitu. Well. ALLAH's plan, aku nak cakap camna lagi kan?

Benarlah. Kalau dulu aku kenal dia, mungkin aku takkan rapat dengan dia serapat kami hari ni. Kalau dulu lagi aku kenal dia, mungkin aku takkan faham dia macam mana aku faham dia hari ni. Seronok. Bella buat aku tengok banyak benda dari sisi yang berbeza, terutama dengan kawan-kawan dia yang selama ni aku fikir lain. Dia beri contoh yang baik, dan sort of galakan supaya aku sangka baik dengan dia dan geng-geng dia dulu.

Poin aku di sini ialah, ALLAH beri benda pada kita, on time. DIA tahu masa yang terbaik. Kalau kau tak dapat lagi benda yang kau nak, sabar. Mungkin belum tiba masanya. Tapi kalau kau duk asyik mintak, keep asking sampai ke tahap memaksa, tetiba bila kau dapat benda tu, kau tak akan enjoy that thing to the fullest, sebab kau bukan berada di tahap kau sangat memerlukan benda tu.

ALLAH ni, takkan pernah tak beri. DIA akan beri, cuma mungkin lambat. Bonusnya, mana tahu DIA beri lagi baik daripada apa yang kau mintak. DIA akan beri, cuma mungkin bukan di dunia, tetapi yang jauh lebih ohsem di akhirat sana. DIA akan beri, apa yang kau perlu, bukan apa yang kau mahu. Told ya, HE knows the best, maka DIA akan berikanlah yang terbaik untuk kau.

Bella ; salah satu hadiah yang ALLAH kasi kat aku, on time. Samalah macam YYA. Dan rerakan lain yang aku ada sekarang. ALLAH kasi on time, to support me when I fall. To cherish me when I sad. To teach me things that I don't know. Yang penting, bersyukur, dan pandang setiap benda yang ALLAH uji, dari sudut positif :)

Kami nampak akrab, kan? Teeeeheee :D

Korang yakin je dengan ALLAH, kalau ada mintak apa-apa dengan Dia. Nanti masa yang tepat, insha ALLAH DIA makbulkan eh. Dah, jangan sesedih. Cheer up! :)

Tapi bila pos bab-bab muhasabah diri cenggini, 1 jari aku tuding kat korang, 4 jari lagi balik pada diri sendiri. So, I am basically menasihati diri sendiri jugak. Kira sesi renungan bersama la ni :D

Maaf segala salah silap, annyeong!

Wallahu'alam, wassalam~

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Nadia's.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

26th January 2013 ; Nadia Amilin's engagement day.

And since I've been crazy with feltcraft thingy these days, so I gave her this :

I somehow, when she told me that she was getting engaged, I just couldn't believe the news, because I never expect that the moment when I need to attend my friends' big day, will come this soon. But then, she was being real, and I just can pray for her happiness.

She is currently in her first year of degree in Medicine at USIM. So, just pray the best that she can stabilize between her precious study ; the course that she has been wanted to since forever, with her fiancee. 

Nadia and Mustaqim, may ALLAH bless you two. REMEMBER! Being knotted with this fiancee thingy doesn't give you two a license to do what you please. It's a period which you two can know each other better. But still, there are boundaries to be observed.

Wallahu'alam, wassalam~

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Baby.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Abdullah is facetime-ing with his parents and adik.

Once the iPad rang just now, he looked a bit excited, knowing that his father was calling from Egypt. I hold him in my arms, and approached Kak Yah, as the iPad was with her. Once the faces of his father, mother and Adik appeared on the screen, he cried. Sadly.

I don't know if this little boy was feeling something, but for sure, I know he actually is missing his family in Egypt.

Hold on baby, one month left before you will meet them. And now, he is still facetime-ing with them.

Abdullah is actually having a fever. The day before yesterday, he was crying almost all the time. My sister and I were scolded by Mak and Ayah, as they assumed that we teased the little boy. Well, there was possibility there. Being angelic auntie is not so me. So, tease Abdullah is a part of my hobbies, these days. But that kid seems to have a health problem. Yesterday, he threw out everything he ate and drank, even his milk. Last night, he slept with empty stomach as the milk he took before sleeping, he threw it out right away he finished it. Poor boy.

Mak waited for him to fall asleep before putting KoolFever on his forehead, to decrease the temperature in his body, because if he is awake, he will put that sticky thing off his forehead.

This morning, Mak just gave him mineral water, but still, he vomited it. Then Mak took him to the clinic, and the doctor gave him some syrup cure for him. Unfortunately that lil boy is not being easy to be fed with that syrup. We ; Mak, Kak Yah and I, held him tightly to ensure he didn't struggle too much.

All of us are being worried. I look at him from different sight. No longer a naughty boy that likes to hurt me ; grab my cheeks hardly, pinch my arms, scratch my nose, bite my ears, but more to a little boy who needs extra care and love. Yes, I pour so much love to him, without getting upset to him even once. I feel so weak when I look him. I feel so helpless when I cannot do anything to reduce his pain. I feel so hurt to see he is enduring his pain. I feel terrible.

This kind of feelings remind me of someone.

Irna.

Yes, you, Irna.

Read, Irna. Keep reading.

Abdullah is only my nephew. Not my own biological son. But once I know he is in pain, my heart is pounding like no enough space. My eyes become watery, like tears will fall anytime if I hear he cries. My hands will like to hold him all the time, keeping him safe and sound in my arms. And if he refuses to take the medicine, I feel like... frustrated. If only he knows that the syrup will ease his pain.

I actually am putting myself as a parent to a sick child.

I knew, this is the feeling when someone you love, you care, and you concern, falls sick. You cannot do anything properly. You will be very anxious. Your heart is thumping like there's no tomorrow.

And I guess, the same feeling has been felt by your parents, Irna.

When I keep reciting the sentence, 'If only I can have the pain on your place, baby...' , and I wonder, Irna's parents must have said the same thing, many times before me.

What I am actually saying is, Irna...

You can say that you are alright, but being a person who carried you more than 9 months in her tummy, and being among persons who grew you up and saw every development of yours, they ; mother and father, will actually know what's going on with you, really.

It is hurtful for me when Abdullah says he is not in pain, while actually he is enduring the pain alone. So, it must be double or perhaps triple times hurtful for your parents to see you endure the pain alone, just because you say you are alright. Just because you don't want to admit that you are sick. Just because you refuse to burden them. But tell you what, being like so-called-strong alone, is more hurtful to your parents. You still have them to share your pain, so why do you keep it alone? Share with them, Irna. Yes, it's true that the pain will not be reduced, but at least, the relief will be there once you tell them.

When Mak does not allow me to not give Abdullah any food because he might throw out them once he eats them, I feel like.. Oh, what have you done wrong, baby? Can't you get any food? And when Abdullah looks at me with hopeful eyes, so I will give him the food he requests, I want to make myself invisible. To disappoint him is hurtful to me, but to see he cries painfully after throwing out will be more hurtful. You used to can not eat nasi, right, Irna? And I am 100% sure that your parents' appetites of having rice are gone as well, when they remember that their daughter cannot swallow any rice.

I'm just telling you Irna. Your healthy problem is actually a gift from Him to all of you. To you, especially. And not to be forgotten, to your Mak dan Ayah. To test your obedience to Him, and to test your parents' patience.

Irna, be strong. I know, this becoming operation is one of the biggest in your life. But have faith with Him, like you used to do. Never hide anything from your parents. They will be very disappointed if you hide something that they supposed to know. Spill the beans, Irna. Keeping them by yourself will not make anything better. No matter how old are you right now, Irnahanis Sofia, still, you are their baby.

I believe in Him, and I envy you, actually. He loves you so much. He gives you pain, so that you will always remember Him. But me? Sometimes He leaves me in my own world. In my own sinful world, before pulling me back to Him.

Stay safe. Stay strong. Stay happy.

I wish the best for you. Insya Allah, my prayers will accompany you, always.

Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. Ease all the pain in your chest, and sometimes let the laughter burst.

I love you, Irna. Hope to see you smile brightly again, when you are next to me :')

May ALLAH bless. Syafakallahuma, Abdullah and Irna.

Wallahu'alam, wassalam.

p/s : I apologize for sooooo many grammatical errors. Well, it has been more than 3 months I do not write anything official in English. Please forgive my mistakes. Stay blessed, sweetie! :')

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Hari bertemu Fiq dan YYA Outing Day.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Janji dengan bebudak YYA nak pegi ambil transkrip di CFS pada 5 Disember. Tapi, 4 Disember lagi dah selamat sampai di PJ, dan ber'setinggan'lah di UM, bilik Sapiqah :D

Sampai di UM lebih kurang 4 pm ++ , masa tu Fiq ada kelas. Kelas dia sampai 7pm, tapi dia akan berhenti solat asar kejap. Kemudian, menerawang sekitar UM. I didn't know which paths I took, then suddenly I ended up in front of Pekan Buku. Bhahaha. Jalan sensorang start daripada Fakulti Ekonomi dan Pentadbiran, kemudian jumpa Fakulti Pendidikan, kemudian jumpa Muzium Seni. Ke depan sikit, jumpa Perpustakaan Za'ba, lampu hijau aje lintas jalan bersama mahasiswa UM lain, then jalan sikit, turun tangga sana sini, jumpa Pekan Buku. Hihi :D

These are couple of pics of UM :)

Lepak situ sampai Fiq datang jemput dengan payung, sebab bumi UM yang tadinya hangat dipancar sinaran mentari, kini basah dibasahi hujan rahmat Ilahi. Wah, gitu! xD

Lepak kat surau Fakulti Bahasa untuk tunggu Fiq habis kelas, sempatlah merehatkan badan yang penat berjalan. Ceh. Haha. Fiq habis kelas, solat dan kemudian kami berdua jalan kaki balik kolej Fiq. Jauh siaaaaaa. Semput mak. Haih. Then, pegi pasar malam Seksyen 17 yang sebelah CFS tuh. Jalan kaki jugak. Huks. Kalaulah ada meter kat badan ni, entah berapa kilometer dah perjalanan hari tu boleh dicatatkan.

Sampai pasar malam, cuci mata kejap, kemudian terus meneruskan misi beli target ; nugetto dan sotong goreng Arisan.

Kemudian sempat sambar T-shirt Hello Kitty enamhengget sehelai, beli air dan terus gigih turun tangga ke bus stop, sebab bas dah menunggu. Sebbaik sempat naik. Tapi tambang daripada depan Jaya One sampai KFC yang secoet tu singgit bak hang. Gaya macam daripada CFS nak pergi Stesen U. Cis. Tapi takpe ah. Singgit je. Hewhew

Sampai depan KFC tu, jalan balik kolej Sapiqah, jauhhhh hoi. Dahaga, tapi TERbeli pulak air asamboi perasa buah nila. Masam pelik woi. Sampai bilik, terus bukak mulut, sumbat Arisan dan cendol Fiq beli. Kenyang membuntal, berehat jap. Teman Fiq jumpa kawan dia (yang rupa-rupanya kawan sekolah rendah aku) , belajar Bahasa Arab sikit (maklomla Sapiqah di amik Lughoh di UM tuh), sesi rawatan kepala (Fiq kena paksa picit kepala aku yang memberat) sambil curhat (Fiq meluahkan apa yang terpendam dan terendam di sanubarinya), sesi berkenalan dengan roommate Sapiqah bernama Shai berasal dari Kulim mengambil kos Pengurusan Bisnes, dan barulah sesi mengislahkan diri yakni mandi dan solat.

Paksa Sapiqah bukak buku, sebab beliau kata kena revise sikit, dan lepas bermanja-manja sikit (euw) dengan beliau, dah terlelap. What a longgg day! Hari 4 Disember tu, saya tidur jam 3.30 pagi, bangun jam 6.30 pagi, dan tak jumpa dengan bantal sehinggalah ke saat saya mencecahkan kepala ke bantal di atas katil Sapiqah pada saat jam sudah menginjak ke jam 1 pagi 5 Disember. Haih.

Esoknya, bangun solat Subuh, dan kiok balik. Jadinyaaaaa. Bhahaha. Jam 9 pagi baru sedar diri balik, memandi dan bersiap sebab janji dengan bebudak YYA pukul 10 di CFS. Setelah berpeluk-pelukan dan bertangisan di dalam hati bersama Sapiqah, dengan satu lambaian gudbai, maka berjalanlah meninggalkan kolej Fiq menuju ke CFS Taman Ilmu dan Budi. Jalan kaki lagi! Kekanak YYA ; Mira, Bella dan Waniey yang naik bas daripada Mid, dah pun menunggu di postguard. Sebbaik takde Rohaizat si pakgad kegemaran. Kalau tak, ada yang nak kena sepukan balas dendam.

Nak masuk CFS pun dah kena pakai visitor card. Kena bagi IC, baru bulih dapat visitor card. Rasa macam tap tap air mata mengalir syahdu. Baru sebulan lebih meninggalkan CFS, ni bila nak masuk CFS balik, dah kena jadi pelawat. Tsk tsk.

Lokasi pertama di CFS, UKC. Bersarapan nasi lemak anney. Jumpa roomies terchenta, Salwaniey dan Syaera, jejak kasih sekejap. Salwaniey sempat sampaikan gosip pemergian anney UKC yang kini tiada. Katanya dipecat. Lepas beliau takde, makanan makin murah dan sedap. Heh. *gosip aje ya*

Lepas tu, ke A&R Dept kami menuju, tempat transkrip hikmat boleh diambil. Tapi depan pintu lagi dia tempek, transkrip yang diwar-warkan keluar mulai 4 Dis, ditunda hingga 18 Dis. Cis. Tapi dengan semangat waja seorang srikandi lah sangat  , pintu AnR tetap ditolak. Masuk situ, Bella tanya sesikit pasal enrollment ke Gombak bulan 1 ni, pastu tanya pasal transkrip.

Bila cakap daripada Kelantan naik PJ untuk ambik transkrip, akak tu kata bulihla tolong printkan sehelai untuk budak jauh ni. Jadi, daripada empat orang yang datang, hanya seorang dapat transkrip. Weehehehe *ibu jari tunjuk pada diri sendiri*. Biasalah, daulat presiden YYA :D

Lepas tu ke ATM, sedut duit. Berpeluk-pelukan dan berbual mesra dengan rerakan yang masih amik shortsem, pastu mulalah berangkat meninggalkan CFS, menuju ke Lembah Tengah :D Dalam pada waktu menunggu MetroBus nombor 12, kejadian tidak mahu dilihat berlaku di depan mata. Apa dia? Crush lalu sambil pimpin tangan gelpren dia? Heh? Bhahaha. Tak ah. Nampak kucing kena langgar, pastu mati, pastu kena lenyek sampai penyek. Faham x? Euw. Seriau memikirkannya.

Cerita dia, kucing kaler coklat keemasan ni nak lintas jalan. Tapi jalan tu banyak kereta sangat. So, dia lintas sikit, dia patah balik, 2-3 kali macam tu, memang kau sengaja nak bunuh diri agaknya, kucing. Memula kaki kena langgar, melompat dia kejap. Lepas tu dalam terhincut-hincut mencari tempat selamat, badan dia pulak kena. Terlentang di jalanan, ucapkan kata-kata kembalimu pada Tuhan, duhai kucing. Kami tinggalkan CFS dan kucing yang mati itu dengan linangan air mata dan bulu roma yang masih enggan duduk.

Ok, tammat kisah kucing.

Sampai Mid, terus naik GSC, konon nak tengok showtime. Sekali tengok queue sampai depan MekDonel bak hang! Rabu kan, tiket murah. Maka orang pun ramai. Sengal aje. Maka, takde lah nak tengok Life of Pi ke, Twilight ke. Takde dah semua tuuuu. Tsk tsk. Turun MPH jumpa Fikry, ahli YYA yang keahliannya digantung 3 bulan sebab takde nombor Presiden YYA dalam Samsung S3 baru dia. Cis. *marah lagi*

Jalan sana sini, last-last masuk Dubu-Dubu, konon nak try makan deobbokki dia. 4 orang makan, dua hidangan aje. Ddeobbokki dengan peon jae (ke hape nama dia) dengan citron tea dan peach tea. Makan sikit-sikit bulih laa. Nak kenyang dengan benda tu memang tak laa. Bantuan Fikry digunakan untuk menghabiskan makan benda tu ;D Makan dua hidangan + dua air tu pun dah dekat MYR40 bak hang! Siaaaa je. Dahla muka receptionist tu ala Javanesse, tapi ucap 'annyeonghasayo' . Nak gelak kejap. Bhahahaha :D

Lepas tu, budak Fikry, Afham, Bella dengan Mira merengek kelaparan nasi. Jalan punya jalan, sampai naik tingkat 1.. Tetiba Afham kata nak makan Kenny. Sepuk karang. Kenny tu kalau lempar batu daripada Dubu-Dubu tu pun tingkap Kenny wajib pecah. Ni dah jauh ni, nak kena patah balik. Haih. Maka, dengan kuasa veto presiden, aku suruh budak-budak kebuluran tu aje pegi makan dulu, aku dengan Waniey yang sudah kebuntalan ni, akan meneruskan misi ke Daiso yang baru dibuka di Mid Valley ni. Ha. Lupa nak cakapppppp! Daiso Japan baru dibuka di Mid. Tingkat atas sekali, siap dua tingkat lagi kedai di bak hang. Walaweh.

Saya suka Daiso Japan sebab Daiso Japan menjanjikan bebarang Hello Kitty yang cukup comel pada saya pada harga yang murah setanding dengan kualitinya yang bagus. Terima kasih, Daiso. *sekian, iklan.*

Lepas beli barang sikit, kami berdua pergilah mencari empat budak tu. Masuk Kenny tu dorang sengih pelik. Gegelak. Eh, apehal ni? Bella duk gulung spageti dia aje. Afham dok kuis salad dia aje. Mira dok kupas kulit ubi kayu bermakaroni dia. Fikry aje selamba melantak, tapi masih gegelak geli. Lepas seminit dua, baru depa bukak cerita.

Hmppphh. Rerupanya transkrip aku yang duduk dalam paperbag Bella terkoyak sikit. Pastu Bella buat suara nak pohon simpati. Cis. Tapi takpe lah, sikit aje. Lagipun, sekurang-kurangnya aku dapat transkrip, korang takde :P Bella nak tumpangkan dalam paperbag dia pun dah cukup cun. Mihihihi. Lepas tu baru depa makan dengan tenang. Eh, tak jugak. Sebab ada aje dua mulut extra yang duk menggatai nak tumpang makan. Order sendiri taknak. Heeee xD

[ gaya Bendahari YYA ]

Lepas makan, gi solat. Pastu menerawang sana sini. Budak lelaki berdua tu pegi cari kerja. Budak perempuan berempat ni pergi cari kedai mana yang nak masuk menghabiskan pitis. Haha. Window shopping sahaja. Maklomlah, dah takde elaun ;D Lepas tu, Fikry dan Afham dah panggil. Nak balik. Nego punya nego, last sekali semua empat beradik perempuan ni naik kereta Fikry. Afham balik naik KTM sensorang. Bhahaha :D

Balik tu, dah almost 6 kot. Lepas Isyak, Kak Tie ajak pegi rumah Abang Mat, hantar Kunah. Mungkin hari ni akan ke Johor. Oleh sebab Kunah x ikut, maka kena letak Kunah rumah Abang Mat. Sebelum sampai di Puncak Jalil nun, sempat singgah Jusco Equine. 9.36 pm, semua kedai dah macam nak tutup. Salesman salesgirl semua dah muka toya, dengan ekspresi muka 'jangan masuk kedai kami dah, nanti kami kena tutup lambat' . Bhahaha. Tapi ada aku kisah? Jusco Equine ni best! Memula masuk D.I.Y, beli tootbrush holder. Lepas tu masuk Daiso lagiii. Yaaaaaaaaaa, Daiso lagi. I love Daiso! hihi. Beli lagi. Kemudian, pegi Popular. Perempuan Lindungan Kaabah macam menarik. Tapi tunggulah Popular buat sale 20% aku beli yaa. Masuk Jusco, ingat nak sambar jugak jaket Orange atau Chics Avenue, tapi macam tak berbaloi. Sebbaik sempat istighfar. Hihi

Maka, baru beransur ke rumah Abang Mat. Bergomol dengan Iqbal dan Ikmal, 11 lebih baru balik dan 12 am baru sampai rumah. Buat megi, lepak-lepak dulu. Kemas baju nak ke Johor, dan tidur pukul 3 pagi, bhai. Haih, Rosak dah biological clock aku nih :(

And today, tunggu Kak Tie balik sekolah dan Abang Naim balik ofis. Weeeeeeee :D McScha yang dah berada di Hello Kitty Land di Johor nun dah call, menempik-nempik di telefon, sebab dia kata kegirangan dia nak jelaskan banyaknyaaaa items Hello Kitty di HKL tu, tak bisa dirungkaikan dengan kata-kata. Gituuuu. Haha. Eeeeeeeee, tak sabaw nak pegi jugak! xD

I've been through long days these nowadays. So far I enjoy them well, alhamdulillah.

Fiq, sorry menyusahkan. And thanks for the whole night you spend with me :)
YYA, thanks guys! SERONOK!

Looking forward to great days in Johor, insha ALLAH :)

Wallahu'alam, wassalam~

p/s : Walaupun tak join YYA Outing Day, Raihana si Biro Dakwah tetap dalam ingatan. hewhewhew ;D

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CFS - KL Sentral - LRT Wangsa Maju - Klang Gate - Wangsa Walk - LRT Sri Rampai - LRT Universiti - CFS.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

290912.

What a long dayyyy. Satu hari yang membuatkan aku lebih kenal orang, more than their surfaces. Dan satu hari yang memperkenalkan aku kepada dunia yang lebih luas.

Pagi tu supposed to ada kelas. Tapi atas sebab-sebab tertentu, dibatalkan. Er, tak. Ditunda. Tundaan yang menyebabkan plan lari. Berterabur. Bertempiaran. Haih.

Lantas, contact semua bala tentera, dan akhirnya, 11.25 memulakan perjalanan untuk ke kenduri perkahwinan abang Waniey di Wangsa Maju. Naik bas ke KL Sentral, bertapa ; makan, solat & lepak, lebih sejam sambil menunggu ahli rombongan cukup, naik LRT ke Stesen Wangsa Maju, dan ambil cab ke Masjid Klang Gate. Kenduri tu diadakan di dewan yang berdekatan dengan masjid tersebut.

Nasib baik selamat sampai dan sempat merasa lauk kenduri. Nasi minyak, ayam masak merah dan kurma daging. Alhamdulillah enak.

Makan, tangkap gambar, bersosial, bergelak ketawa, bergurau senda... 4.10petang, dah tunggu cab untuk balik. Perlu bergegas, malam ada kelas, tapi masih nak singgah Wangsa Walk. Mira nak beli tiket ke AFA.

Solat Asar di Wangsa Walk, juga hi tea di sana. Menu ialah ChaTime dan fried fries daripada sebuah kiosk berdekatan. Duduk ramai-ramai, sembang-sembang, gelak-gelak. Harap kami tak menyumbang kepada social ill.

5.40, berjalan kaki ramai-ramai ke Stesen LRT Sri Rampai. Naik tren terus sampai Stesen Universiti (Sri Rampai ke Stesen U, melalui 15 stesen SAJA yaa), dan ambil bas balik ke CFS.

Cepat-cepat balik bilik untuk mandi dan siap-siap ke kelas. Malam, ke kelas, bikin panasss aje. Haih. Kena perli siap. Aduh. Lepas kelas, supper di Ali B. Mamak tu mungkin berkonspirasi dengan Bro Alex dalam menspoilkan mood aku pada hari terbabit.

Tapi ALLAH cure hati yang sakit, dengan memberi peluang merasa nikmat berukhuwah. Nalhamdulillah.

First time bengang ya amat dengan lecturer.
First time keluar ramai-ramai ; Aku, Bella, Mira, Rai, Apam, Ejat, Sapek, Helmi.
First time keluar jauh daripada CFS.
First time sampai Wangsa Maju.
First time sampai Wangsa Walk.
First time minum Chatime.

(Jika ada dalam senarai First Time aku kat atas yang buat korang kata, "Eh, first time? Jakunnya!" , maka sila insaf. But somehow, kejakunan ni sebenarnya melambangkan ke-innocent-an aku.)

Semoga ALLAH menjaga hati-hati kami, agar tidak tergelincir daripada landasan syariah. Semoga ALLAH menjaga ukhuwah kami, agar mampu kami sentiasa merasa kemanisannya. Semoga ALLAH menyatukan kami dalam kalangan orang-orang yang dirahmatiNya. Insha ALLAH, aamiin <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
Ladies ; Bella, Mira, Rai, Waniey and others ,
Thanks for the day. For all the laughs that we shared together, seriously I will remember them nicely. And sorry if my jokes hit the limit.

Bella, ayuh nikmati pemandangan indah alam ciptaan Tuhan.
Mira, I know you can do a marathon even you are wearing heels, but I'm sorry. I will always worry whenever you walk fast with that heels.

Rarai, thanks for sacrificing your Banana Chocolate and enjoying Chocolate Indulgence with me :)

Waniey, thanks for the invitation! *panahan cupid*

Aini, Yaya dan Syaza, nice to had a walk with u girls, walaupun sekejap! *pinjam spek HK, plisss? :D*

Gentlemen ; Apam, Ejat, Sapek, Helmi, Fikry (?)
Terima kasih kerana menjadi pengiring yang awesome, juga jokers yang best! Sorry kalau ada apa-apa :)

Apam, thanks for being the best tour guide and group protector. Biarlah pak cik drebar teksi tu nak kata kau budak sekolah rendah pun, pada kami, kau tetap ohsome, meksipun kau keding.

Ejat dan rerakan :D , first time lepak dengan korang, sorry kalau buat korang tak selesa dengan 'kesopanan' aku :D

Fikry yang drive maha laju, sila pandu perlahan. Ingatlah orang-orang tersayang.

Sekian, entry luahan dan penghargaan.

May ALLAH bless.

Wallahu'alam, wassalam~

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Kapten EDISI II

Assalamualaikum wbt.

As people knew, I'll be home by tomorrow, since the day after tomorrow, SPM results will be announced. Ohhoooi!

Tengs to Kak Tie as she bought me an AirAsia ticket to Kota Bharu.

Yeah, now everyone can fly. Tengs kakak. Tapi bila diberitahu kepada sahabat-sahabat bahawa saya akn pulang dengan menaiki kapal terbang, rata-rata mereka memberi nasihat yang sangat berguna. And guess what?

They told me to never flirt with pilot! Ohhhh! How could them?

Macam mana mereka tahu apa yang saya fikirkan? How they trace that? And how I am supposed to answer them? HAHA

Oke, oke..

Khas buat Doktor Aliah, Sedulous Dotchinka (eh, kat sini tak boleh main tag-tag laaa. haha ), Irna Sofia, Kak Asmaa' Sazali, anda dan anda semua, yang menyangkakan saya akan mengurat, mengayat, mengenyit mata, atau apa-apa saja dengan juruterbang 'bertuah' itu,

OK.
Saya janji, INSYA ALLAH, saya takkan mengurat, mengayat, mengenyit mata, atau 'me' apa-apa sekalipun dengan juruterbang BERTUAH itu! Jangan risau, ke KB hanya kurang sejam je. If I get chance to do so, it will not take long pun. Tak lama punnn.. Relaksla. HAHA :D

Oke girls. Tengs for the concern. :)

Regards with love,
Mrs Kapten Maryam Kamal.

ooopppps!! :D

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