SHORT Getaway. (but this entry comes with LONG entry. Jejaga people.)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Alhamdulillah thumma alhamdulillah. Di sebalik kesibukan menguruskan hal ehwal rumah tangga (ewahhhh), Yam Jamilah diberi peluang dan ruang untuk meluangkan masa bersama kanak-kanak tersayang. Bukan bukan. Bukan cuma BedulahPathi, JohHawo dan ImadAffat, tapi juga kanak-kanak yang dulunya kanak-kanak, tapi kini dah membesar menjadi gegadis manis. Ihiks

Fiq dan Scha memang cuti sem 3 bulan. cuma Yam Jamilah je yang gigih dan rajin, merantau ke ibu kota demi menuntut ilmu semasa semester pendek. Ni Yam Jamilah cuti dua minggu sebelum naik sem panjang, maka kami merancang untuk memanfaatkan cuti ni dengan sesuatu yang lain daripada yang lain la sikit.

Yakni, kami bertekad menempah sebuat bilik di PCB Resort yang kebetulannya sedang membuat promosi Hari Kemerdekaan. Harga bilik yang biasanya ditawarkan pada RM149, menjadi RM89 sahaja. Berbaloi lah untuk 3 gegadis yang masih belajar dan berhutang dengan kerajaan ni kan. Ehhemmm

Jadi, pada hari yang dijanjikan, bertolaklah Yam Jamilah. Memula menuju ke rumah Scha, lepas tu menuju ke rumah Fiq. Kemudian, kami ke Mydin, beli bebarang untuk buat bekalan sepanjang percutian singkat ni. Gittew. Beli apa je pun. Macam biasalah, mi segera wajib ada. Selain tu, air mineral, jajan, kudap-kudapan serta roti buat pengalas perut. Kemudian kami ke Pasar Siti Khadijah, beli lunch. Macam tak boleh nak move on bila nasi yang kami beli ; nasi campur - lauk ayam, sayur beserta kerang dan bebola ikan, cuma RM3! Yam Jamilah dah spare RM5 nak bayar, then baru teringat nasi kat atas pasar memang biasa dibeli pada harga RM3. Harga spesel yang selalu kami, para pelajar MMP akan dapat setiap kali membeli makanan di sini.

Ohh btw, sebelum beli lunch tu, sempat singgah di gerai depan BSN sebelum lintas jalan ke pasar. Mak cik yang jual cendawan goreng zaman sekolah kami dedolu, masih ada! Dan cendawan goreng masih dijual RM1 untuk secucuk. Ma k cik cendawan goreng rock! :D

Lepas siap urusan tu semua, kami pun berangkatlah menghala ke Pantai Cinta Berahi. Awal jugaklah kami sampai, belum pun pukul 2 ; waktu check in yang biasa. 1.30pm pun dia dah bagi kunci bilik. Kami dah agak, bilik memang banyak kosong. Maklumlah, weekdays dan bukannya musim cuti.

Kan nampak berseri 'SELAMAT DATANG' kat bawah tu, berbanding dengan gambar kat atas tu? Sebabnya, ada penyeri di situ. Hikhok :D

Masuk bilik, makan solat tengok cerita Filipina apa semua, tertidur. Asar tu bingkas bangun, semayang, sebab bergegas nak ke pantai. Nak pergi lepas Zuhur tadi, memang tidokle. Panas benau! Jadi, kami mula berjalan ke pantai lepas solat Asar. Cuaca petang tu pun nampak agak mendung, jadi kami rushing sikitlah. Takut hujan. So nak kasi tengok pantai jugak, sebelum hujan turun.

Ni the only kawasan yang boleh merasa pantai tu cemana, sebab belum dibenteng lagi. Ada sorang mak cik tu selamba seladang je terjun laut pakai kain sarung. Mungkin penduduk tempatan kot, sebab Yam rasa rumah dia lebih kurang 100meter daripada pantai tu je kot. Apapun, mak cik memang rock!

Malam tu lepak kat bilik je lah. Maklumlah, gegadis pingitan semuanya, tak elok nak berjimba di malam hari kan. Maka kami pun tengoklah semua cerita yang ada kat tv, sambil berparti megi cawan beramai-ramai. Huha huha, tibalah waktu tidur. Masa tu awal lagi, belum pun 11pm. Kekonon nak tidur awal, sebab esok nak bangun awal nak tengok sunrise.

Tapi kalau dah namanya gegadis, tak sah kalau takde pillow talk bila overnight together kan. Wajib adaa. Cakap itu ini, sikit situ sikit sini, maka rasanya dekat 12am jugak kami lena.

Esoknya, lepas Subuh, tunggu hari cerah sikit, dalam 7am gitu, dah keluar menuju ke pantai. Tunggu jugak matahari terbit, kekonon nak tengok mentari di ufuk timur gitu. Tapi duk kencang bersembang, tetiba je hari dah cerah, matahari dah hampir meninggi. Kakakakaka

Lepas huha huha, berjimba bergelak ketawa berkongsi rasa, breakfast dan siap-siap untuk balik, kami pun check out. Awal jugak, dalam pukul 10 ++ . Sebabnya, nak cari satu tempat yang katanya terkenal seantero PCB ; Pak Mat Teh Tarik Madu. Dekat kawasan situ jugak. Dari PCB tu, ada simpang masuk ke Kedai Buloh. Jalan straight sampai jumpa Medan Ikan Bakar. Ha, situlah kedainya. Macam tepi sungai gitu.

3 beradik ni dah berzumba riang dalam kereta, sebab sikit lagi impian nak tercapai. Malangnya.... MALANGNYA.....

Why Pak Mat why?! Why must be Tuesday? The very Tuesday? NOOOOOO :(

Membawa hati yang lara, terus kami terjah KB Mall, pusat membeli-belah terkemuka di Pantai Timur ni haa. Kahkah. Kenmain Yam Jamilah brunch di Noodle Station. Hancur lebur plan nak percutian bajet.

It is not really a bajet holiday, I can say. It is just a sort of escapism. Escape door of mine, untuk Yam Jamilah merehatkan diri sebentar daripada dunia realiti. It's not that bila pi sana masuk alam lain ke apa, tapi faham tak the feeling kau put some things away for a while, but still you still have to take care of them some other day? Ha gitulah.

Kalau nak kira, apalah sangat PCB kan. It is merely a beach yang dah selalu pergi. Pendek kata, setiap kali balik Klate, mesti Yam Jamilah akan berkunjung ke sana, paling kurang sekali. Tambah pulak, takde aktiviti menarik kat sana. Berkuda ke, banana boat ke, even nak main air kat pantai pun tak boleh sangat dah, sebab dah dibenteng dengan batu. Apa yang ada cuma lukisan indah Tuhan sepanjang zaman, di dada langit tu je lah, yang takkan mampu diganggu gugat manusia.

Biarlah. Bagi Yam, tu dah cukup. Betullah orang cakap, go closer to nature, then automatically you are closer to the Creator ; ALLAH :) Banyak benda yang boleh dimuhasabah balik, bila dah kembali pada Pencipta ni. Bila tengok siput kecil melekat utuh pada batu, biar dihempas ombak, biar dilambung badai, membuatkan Yam terfikir, makhluk sekecil tu pun mendapat rahmat dan perhatian ALLAH. Yam tak malu ke? Besar gedabak gitu, siap ALLAH kurnia akal fikiran lagi. Takkan tak malu nak menagih rahmat ALLAH, bila mana asyik buat dosa di dunia? Gitu. Insaf. Malu dengan siput tu :(

Berbalik kepada cerita. Kebetulan dah berjanji dengan gadis mereng (baca : unik) di tempat yang sama. Kononnya post birthday celebration. (Kan tuari birthday Yam Jamilah. LUPAAA? :D ) So, lepas hantar Scha kembali pada abangnya dan Fiq kembali pada ayahnya (I myself pun found that this sentence sounds so wrong, tapi kekorang fefaham je lah), maka buat kali keduanya Yam masuk NS. Luncheon dengan budak Sabiha tu pulak. Tadi makan noodle dah dengan Fiq dan Scha, maka untuk lunch ni Yam makan bebenda ringan je. Prawn tempura and fries. Biha pi baham steak pulak. Hmm suka kau lah. Hahaha

Mementang ada GoPro, banyak kenmain gambar kami snap. Ni masa sembang pun entah berapa puluh keping gambar ada. Bongoklaa setiap momen nak kena ada gambar. Sepuk jugak budak Sabiha ni. Hiks

Then gi solat, lepas tu teman datin tu borong novel. Kemudian, dia ajak Yam pegi memanah. Hambuoii curlass kau. Layankan je. Orang nak belanja kan. Ehek ;)

Nampak tak betapa berjayanya seorang Yam Jamilah dalam sukan memanah? Kakakakakaka Yam punya board yang nombor 4 tu. Biha punya yang nombor 3. Okey lettew. 10meter okay. Patutnya beginner macam iols ni kena try dengan 6m dulu. Bow dia berat okey =.=' #alasan

Kami main untuk 2 orang. Pakej ni bernilai RM33 untuk 30 arrows, dia kasi free 6 arrows. So kalau korang ada dua orang, dan nak tong-tong, bajetla dalan RM17/seorang, dan korang split la arrows tu, dapatla 18 arrows sorang. Okey la tu sekadar nak melepaskan gian :)

Lepas tu, dia ajak pulak pegi masuk cinema 7D. Kelantan kan mana ada panggung wayang. TGV, GSC, MBO tu semua mana ada. Yang ada cuma cinema berD's gini, yang gaya macam Wangsa Walk tu. Mahal jugak tiketnya. RM8 for 15minutes. Cerita entah apa2. Walhal kalau kat cinema biasa, RM8 tu kekadang dah boleh dapat 1 moview berdurasi 2 jam jugaklah. Haisz.

Untuk sekadar mencuba, bolehlah. Sekadar lepas ni kalau sembang dengan kekawan, 'Woi semalam aku masuk cinema 7D kat KB Mall tu' boleh la. Nak jadikan aktiviti setiap kali berkunjung ke KB Mall tu idokle. Tapi bagusnya cinema ni, dia asingkan lelaki dan perempuan. Maksimum tempat duduk adalah 9 orang. So walaupun tak penuh 9 orang tu, dia tetap takkan penuhkan dengan jantina lain, untuk isi kekosongan tu. Misal kata, show time 3.15-3.30pm adalah untuk perempuan. Jadi kalau ada cuma sorang je pun nak tengok, dia perempuan sorang je akan masuk. Lelaki tak boleh join in, unless bila show time diorang tiba, which will be around 3.30-3.45pm. Dan gitulah sebaliknya. Hmm bagus bagus.

Keluar dari the so called cinema tu dengan terhuyung-hayang, Yam Jamilah siap mengucap bagai. Rasa nak muntah dan pening sikit. Kakakakakakaka :D Menyedari jam dah hampir ke 4 pm, maka Yam Jamilah meminta diri. Dah lebih 24 jam lesap daripada rumah ni, karang Mak kata aku sesat tak tahu cari jalan pulang pulak.

Maka Yam pun baliklah, bersama satu paperbag Hello Kitty berisi lampu tidur + tabung Hello Kitty tajaan Fiq dan Scha, beserta set cadar Hello Kitty yang disponsor Datin Sabiha.

Ohmaii. Terima kasihhh kalian. Senang kan jadi kawan aku? Bila birthday aku, kekorang dah tahu nak kasi hadiah apa ke aku, kerana terlihat jelas betapa mendalamnya cintaku pada Hello Kitty. Tak kisahlah apa benda sekalipun, hatta tisu kotak corak Hello Kitty di Guardian bernilai RM7.98 pun Yam dah cukup suka. Hihik :)

Balik rumah tu, back to routine la. Bersenggol-senggolan dengan Along, bercubit-cubitan dengan Khadijah, berpangku-pangkuan dengan Imad. Hai la Yam.

Tapi, bersyukurlah. Walaupun kurang daripada 2 hari secara total, tapi ALLAH dah izinkan dan kasi peluang ke Yam untuk menikmati momen bersama teman-teman rapat. Dapat hadiah lagi. Gilaa tak suka? Hahaha syukur alhamdulillah.

To conclude, kitorang ; FiqSchaYam tengah merancang next trip yang reachable dan affordable. Nak jauh sangat tak boleh, wali masih belum izin. Maklumlah, semua anak dara. Nak yang seronok selesa pun tak berapa nak boleh. Maklumlah, semua masih belajar. Jadi kena rancang yang dekat, tapi seronok dan murah. Gitu. Insha ALLAH, one fine day in the future :)

Sabiha pulakk. Haha. Thanks wehh. Banyak pengalaman baru aku. Memalukan diri di archery center tu. Aku mintak supaya abang tu tak update kat Twitter atau FB dia betapa 'hebat dan cemerlangnya' prestasi seorang pemanah muda seperti aku. Selain tu, menjerit macam orang kurang waras dalam cinema tu, meski cerita dia entah apa-apa. HAHA. Thanks wehh, again, for the Hello Kitty cadar yang awesomely cute! Imma happy gal yeayyy yeayy :)

Ha Yam, nikmat apa lagi yang kau nak dustakan

Wallahu'alam, wassalam.

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Cerita 3 Ogos 2014 :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim :)

3 Ogos bersamaan 7 Syawal 1435H. Oleh sebab YamJamilah dah nak berangkat kembali ke pangkuan UIA hari ni (4 Ogos), maka YamJamilah aturkanlah perjumpaan dengan kekawan dan rerakan sekampung ni ha.

Aktiviti pagi hingga ke tengah hari dipenuhi dengan geng FiqSchaYam ^^ Petang tu pulak dengan kekanak SIS batch 6 Teratai 2005. Oleh sebab YamJamilah hanya ada masa yang terhad, maka pagi tu awal lagi keluar. Biasa 10-11 baru nak gerak, ni belum pukul 9 lagi dah meluncur ke rumah Syakiroh. Gigih tak gigih. Janjinya nak breakfast sama di Kopitiam Kita yang famous ittew.

Sampai rumah Scha, tinggal kereta YamJamilah di situ, naik kereta Scha. Serius seronok jadi penumpang, bila dah terlalu banyak kali jadi drebar. Bulih makan, bulih berbalas Whatsapp, bulih scroll TL Twitter, dan biarkan Scha memandu :D Lepas ambik Fiq, maka berangkatlah tiga beradik ni menuju ke Kopitiam Kita. Masha ALLAH, ramainya oranggg. Ingatkan dah kurang sikit, sebab masa tu dah nak dekat pukul 10, tambah pulak hari tu hari Ahad. Bukan orang tempatan bekerja ke masa tu? Dan orang luar, bukan ke kebanyakannya dah kembali ke ibu kota ke?

Disebabkan ramai, nasi dah banyak habis. Kitorang sempatlah makan nasi ayam gulai. A while after that, memang semua habis, kecuali nasi air dingin. Scha pulak makan the famous roti titab. Meja pun kena tunggu 5 minit, dan tu pun kena kongsi dengan kakak-kakak lain yang baik hati menumpangkan kami di meja mereka :)

Kitorang plan aktiviti kali ni kena lain daripada yang lain. Bosanlah asyik duk ukur tanah di KB Mall tu, telek setiap kedai yang sama. Tetambah pulak, KB Mall sekarang dah high class gittew, banyak kekedai baru yang dibuka. Takde thrill, sebab kekedai tu semua can be found kat KL. Laa ni, nak kena cari something yang takde kat KL nun.

Kami pusing-pusing sekejap, which led us to MMP. Sesaja masuk dalam kawasan sekolah lama kami tu, nak tengok masjid baru kononnya. Pastu muka gila cover, takut terserempak dengan memana ustaz ustazah. HA HA derhaka sungguh. Bukan apaa, masa terhad. Gittew alasannya :D

Scha pun menujulah ke tepi sungai, dekat Tambatan DiRaja tu. First time datang situ, mulalah buka cerita dan gosip apa semua. Maklumlah, tadi masa makan, bising sangat sebab ramai orang, tak sempat nak berstoly-moly. Masa ni lah kami manfaatkan untuk bertukar cerita berkongsi berita. Dan berselfie. HA HA.

 Selesai sesi bergambar bergedik bergembira, alang-alang dah ada kat kawasan situ, kami pun menghala ke Pantai Cahaya Bulan. Kekonon nak tengok pantai, meski pada jam 12 tengah hari yang matahari tengah tegak atas kepala.

Jam menghampiri 1 pm, dan Fiq kena masuk kerja petang tu. YamJamilah pula memang kena balik awal. Kan ada another date petang tu kan. Maka Syakiroh pun hantar Syafiqoh balik, kemudian balik ke rumah Scha. Dari rumah Scha, YamJamilah drive balik rumah. Zuhur kejap, lepastu keluar balik untuk jemput kekanak 6T di rumah memasing.

Memula gi rumah Nini, lepas tu Zuria. Menuju ke Warung Kurnia Ibu, tapi TUTUP. Kami taktahu nak tuju ke mana, maka terduduk kat situ dekat setengah jam kut. Call orang tu, contact orang ni. Lepas tu gi jemput Tiqah, lepas tu jumpa geng MiZaRa dan Fazli di mesjid. Lastly, kitorang decide nak ke KFC je. Masa semput, dah Asar masa tu :(

 Alhamdulillah, walaupun tak ramai, tapi okeylah. Saja nak jumpa, raya kann :)

Lepas drop kekanak 6T di rumah memasing, YamJamilah balik Asar di rumah, lepas tu keluar balik, bawa Konah, Abdullah, Khadijah dan Che Lah jenjalan kejap. Balik tu dah Maghrib, then only I can rest. Rest mendanya, kena kemas baju. Pagi ni nak balik KL! Tsk.

So that was a well spent day for YamJamilah. Bizi berdesup dari pagi hingga ke petang, but Alhamdulillah, it was super awesome and greatly fun :)))

Apa-apa pun, kekorang, Salam Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin. Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum :)

Wallahu'alam, wassalam.

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Nadia's.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

26th January 2013 ; Nadia Amilin's engagement day.

And since I've been crazy with feltcraft thingy these days, so I gave her this :

I somehow, when she told me that she was getting engaged, I just couldn't believe the news, because I never expect that the moment when I need to attend my friends' big day, will come this soon. But then, she was being real, and I just can pray for her happiness.

She is currently in her first year of degree in Medicine at USIM. So, just pray the best that she can stabilize between her precious study ; the course that she has been wanted to since forever, with her fiancee. 

Nadia and Mustaqim, may ALLAH bless you two. REMEMBER! Being knotted with this fiancee thingy doesn't give you two a license to do what you please. It's a period which you two can know each other better. But still, there are boundaries to be observed.

Wallahu'alam, wassalam~

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Baby.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Abdullah is facetime-ing with his parents and adik.

Once the iPad rang just now, he looked a bit excited, knowing that his father was calling from Egypt. I hold him in my arms, and approached Kak Yah, as the iPad was with her. Once the faces of his father, mother and Adik appeared on the screen, he cried. Sadly.

I don't know if this little boy was feeling something, but for sure, I know he actually is missing his family in Egypt.

Hold on baby, one month left before you will meet them. And now, he is still facetime-ing with them.

Abdullah is actually having a fever. The day before yesterday, he was crying almost all the time. My sister and I were scolded by Mak and Ayah, as they assumed that we teased the little boy. Well, there was possibility there. Being angelic auntie is not so me. So, tease Abdullah is a part of my hobbies, these days. But that kid seems to have a health problem. Yesterday, he threw out everything he ate and drank, even his milk. Last night, he slept with empty stomach as the milk he took before sleeping, he threw it out right away he finished it. Poor boy.

Mak waited for him to fall asleep before putting KoolFever on his forehead, to decrease the temperature in his body, because if he is awake, he will put that sticky thing off his forehead.

This morning, Mak just gave him mineral water, but still, he vomited it. Then Mak took him to the clinic, and the doctor gave him some syrup cure for him. Unfortunately that lil boy is not being easy to be fed with that syrup. We ; Mak, Kak Yah and I, held him tightly to ensure he didn't struggle too much.

All of us are being worried. I look at him from different sight. No longer a naughty boy that likes to hurt me ; grab my cheeks hardly, pinch my arms, scratch my nose, bite my ears, but more to a little boy who needs extra care and love. Yes, I pour so much love to him, without getting upset to him even once. I feel so weak when I look him. I feel so helpless when I cannot do anything to reduce his pain. I feel so hurt to see he is enduring his pain. I feel terrible.

This kind of feelings remind me of someone.

Irna.

Yes, you, Irna.

Read, Irna. Keep reading.

Abdullah is only my nephew. Not my own biological son. But once I know he is in pain, my heart is pounding like no enough space. My eyes become watery, like tears will fall anytime if I hear he cries. My hands will like to hold him all the time, keeping him safe and sound in my arms. And if he refuses to take the medicine, I feel like... frustrated. If only he knows that the syrup will ease his pain.

I actually am putting myself as a parent to a sick child.

I knew, this is the feeling when someone you love, you care, and you concern, falls sick. You cannot do anything properly. You will be very anxious. Your heart is thumping like there's no tomorrow.

And I guess, the same feeling has been felt by your parents, Irna.

When I keep reciting the sentence, 'If only I can have the pain on your place, baby...' , and I wonder, Irna's parents must have said the same thing, many times before me.

What I am actually saying is, Irna...

You can say that you are alright, but being a person who carried you more than 9 months in her tummy, and being among persons who grew you up and saw every development of yours, they ; mother and father, will actually know what's going on with you, really.

It is hurtful for me when Abdullah says he is not in pain, while actually he is enduring the pain alone. So, it must be double or perhaps triple times hurtful for your parents to see you endure the pain alone, just because you say you are alright. Just because you don't want to admit that you are sick. Just because you refuse to burden them. But tell you what, being like so-called-strong alone, is more hurtful to your parents. You still have them to share your pain, so why do you keep it alone? Share with them, Irna. Yes, it's true that the pain will not be reduced, but at least, the relief will be there once you tell them.

When Mak does not allow me to not give Abdullah any food because he might throw out them once he eats them, I feel like.. Oh, what have you done wrong, baby? Can't you get any food? And when Abdullah looks at me with hopeful eyes, so I will give him the food he requests, I want to make myself invisible. To disappoint him is hurtful to me, but to see he cries painfully after throwing out will be more hurtful. You used to can not eat nasi, right, Irna? And I am 100% sure that your parents' appetites of having rice are gone as well, when they remember that their daughter cannot swallow any rice.

I'm just telling you Irna. Your healthy problem is actually a gift from Him to all of you. To you, especially. And not to be forgotten, to your Mak dan Ayah. To test your obedience to Him, and to test your parents' patience.

Irna, be strong. I know, this becoming operation is one of the biggest in your life. But have faith with Him, like you used to do. Never hide anything from your parents. They will be very disappointed if you hide something that they supposed to know. Spill the beans, Irna. Keeping them by yourself will not make anything better. No matter how old are you right now, Irnahanis Sofia, still, you are their baby.

I believe in Him, and I envy you, actually. He loves you so much. He gives you pain, so that you will always remember Him. But me? Sometimes He leaves me in my own world. In my own sinful world, before pulling me back to Him.

Stay safe. Stay strong. Stay happy.

I wish the best for you. Insya Allah, my prayers will accompany you, always.

Hope for the best, prepare for the worst. Ease all the pain in your chest, and sometimes let the laughter burst.

I love you, Irna. Hope to see you smile brightly again, when you are next to me :')

May ALLAH bless. Syafakallahuma, Abdullah and Irna.

Wallahu'alam, wassalam.

p/s : I apologize for sooooo many grammatical errors. Well, it has been more than 3 months I do not write anything official in English. Please forgive my mistakes. Stay blessed, sweetie! :')

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