Indefinite hurts badly.
You dont know how things happen. You dont think when things happen. You dont realize why things happen. What went wrong. And worst part is, you will never know how to cure this kind of disease. Neither will you know when this all will end. Maybe in an hour. Or maybe tonight. Or tomorrow. Or next week. Meanwhile, you will feel lost. Total lost. Which may result total damage.
Thus you keep bleeding inside, being at your lowest point without anyone can offer any help to you, because u yourself dont even know - where is actually the hurting part.
Thus this lesson of indefinite, you learn the things indeed, in a very hard, difficult and complex way.
My dear, when this happens, pick every piece of yourself. Even the tiniest little thing. Keep holding to that, and keep walking. Calmly. Hold grudge, if u need to. Let the grudge off slowly on your way to be better. Inhale, though it feels cramped inside. Exhale, though it feels choked at your throat. Inhale again, imagining to travel the oxygen though out every vessel of your body. Exhale again, imagining that you do not only exhale carbon dioxide, but also all the venomous things inside you.
Let those indefinite things to sometimes visit you. What is definite, remains. That you are way more awesome than you think you are.
That's definitely, girl!
xo,
Maryam Jamilah
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